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This attitude of him has been bugging me all this time, I can't sleep at night because of this!! oh god! (no, I was lying). He said (on many occassions by the way) that he wouldn't say that he liked her, but he, at least would approach her, but still he wouldn't say that he liked her (I'm too tired, I said it twice! I don’t even know what I was talking about). 

What’s that supposed to mean??? So you are saying that you want THE GIRL who has to confess her love and not the other way around because you are too shy (or your stupid pride is getting in the way, maaaybee)??? OH BULLBULL (no, I mean.. BS, okay). What kind of man are you???I'm disappointed. /sighs

Ok, I'll be back when you realize that you are being stupid. /butthurt and delirious

Sho : /raises hand

Me : Yes Sakurai-san?

Sho : I want to say something, URUSAI! and you used too many bracket marks! Annoying. Mind your own business! /rainbow-umbrella-dancing-in-the-air attacks

Me : AAAAAAGGH!!!! NO!! NOT UMBRELLA !! DON’T SPIT AT ME I JUST HAD A SHOWER OF ROSES! NOOO!! MY PRICEY CAMERAA!! MY PHOONE TOO?!!! DON’T GET VIOLENT Y-YOU GOOD LOOKING CHIPMUNK WITH NO NECK!! SAKURAI-SAN I LOVE YOU!!

Sho : There’s rice coming out of your mouth!!!




*cough* Ok, move on.



SAKURAI!!1 PLEASE GET MARRIED ALREADY!!

I'm growing older here and I can't promise that I'll be in the fandom forever, so he had better set his eyes like a hawk and pick his cutest chick (pun intended) before I'm getting married myself and that means I'll leave the rainbowlalaland for good and miss his precious long-awaited marriage. /dramatic sighs

I want to attend his wedding ceremony or become an International creeper for following them on their honey moon but even if I can't (which is surely 100% I CANNOT) at least I want to feel the bittersweet of blissfulness and getting my heart broken all at the same time. Probably I'd get overwhelming mix of emotions and cry in front of my computer, in the dim of the room, all alone with a bowl of peanuts and shobby plushies.

 In one second I'd be all happy and glad and want to congratulate him with sending the groom thousands of pigeons in the sky

and then all of a sudden I'd be all tears....


 OR

GO MAKE A DATING SCANDAL YOU CAREFUL GUY WITH UGLY HAIR!! /grabs a comb to array Sho’s hair

Sho : WHO DID YOU CALL UGLY HAIR?????

  

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Sakurai-sama I beg for your forgiveness!! I apologize you are the most fabulous thing that ever happened in my life!!!!! YOUR HAIR IS UNFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFF!!1!!!111 /dies in the flood of blood

Seriously though, the last time I saw Sho, he had the ugliest hair on the planet. I even had to close my eyes real tight because I didn’t have the heart to see Sho in that mess. B-but when I’d returned from my long hibernation I found him being so CRAZY FRESH WITH OH-SO-CRAZY-FRESH HAIR as well. I literally squeled like a worm under the sun when I saw his 30 y/o-but-still-super-fresh figure. I feel extremely content now. No regret in life. I’m back to my cave. Bye.







By the way, Creeper who will follow you on your honeymoon. Cas that has lost his Grace and officially fired from United Angels because of overflowing lust he has been piling up during his holy mission on earth. What kind of angel ate hamburger?


GIFs are NOT MINE, okay?? Beautiful and diligent girls on tumblr made it all. I made some but surprisingly making gif is pretty tiring.


Randooooom~

Feb. 20th, 2012 04:13 pm
hirogime: (yamada!wee)




I'd been sooooooooooo floppy due too much blood lost Yuuto you are responsible for this, you don't run away you friggin goodlooking punk when I unconsciously cropped these,



WHAAAAAAAAAAAAAAATTT???!!!

IT'S YAMAJIMA ROMANTIC AS WELL AS WRETCHED AND FULL OF TEARS STORY!!!!


SURPRISEEED!!!






Look at that face!!!

Yuuto : Why does my heart ache everytime I think of Yama-chan...


forlon plastered all over his face,
even when you got dirt in your eyes you still can see this burning-but-bitter love between the two of them.
because, really, their love is just as pure as dew in the tip of leaves in the morning. /dies laughing. I can't  I can't



Yamada : Because, Yuuto, our love; as the hoobo girl over there has said; is bitter. Love is cruel Yuuto!! CRUEELL!!!




/dies for the second time.

Now, I disgust with myself

oh my God... I think I really need to go to the doctor to have my brain examinated,

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AND!!!!  YOU JOHNNY JULLIE MARRY WHOEVER YOU ARE THAT DECIDED ARASHI WILD AT HEART HAS NO MAKING PV!! HAW DARE YOU, TWO SINGLES IN A ROW WITHOUT MAKING??? SERIOUSLY???

my favorite line

waratte naite ikiteyukouze Baby!

 
Let's go on living, laughing and crying Baby!


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AND, I watched Ano Hana like, almost a year ago? but I didn't know when I had to post this because basically... this is just... random pictures that I took just for the sake of self entertainment. So I decided to post it NOW!!! just because!! ,


LOL, YOU! WHAT'S WITH THE BLUSHING??!! DISGUSTING! YOU! WE ARE ON THE SAME BOAT NOW!!








NOOOOO!!!! I get caught? who was uploading this damn picture anyway?
now that blushing effect I intentionally added in the last minute was no avail.




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SO, I watched some of yayayah fanvids  sometime ago, and then I realized and practically frozen, and literally got all teary eyes, because I have this heart that as soft as marshmallow *kabooom!!! yes I just got bombed there* how Yabu and Hikaru were changed so much. DAMMIT GROWTH! Why do they have to grow up??? why can't they just kepp being cute, snuggle-object, squishy little things forever??? I mean, they are barely touch each other now!!!!! (so, that's what I meant?? YES!!!) how freakin frustating is that??? of course it's so frustating remembering this kind of candy moments happened in the past...









oh, how time flies so fast~~~~~

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AND AGAIN! I rewatched Attention please yesterday, I know, I know that Attention Please is that kind of drama that not worth rewatching but I wanted to see Ryo, you know. I wanted o see young, fresh, handsome, gorgeous hairstyle Ryo!!








I told you. I swear, his smile is full of black magic.
What is another possible reason that can explain this thump thump thump in my heart?

My first Johnny's group I know? Well, it’s Arashi.

My very first Johnny’s I know? Well, it’s Takky, but meh, that’s not the point and that will not be discussed right now. So, let’s just leave it to the Arashi pattern for now, ok? yup. 

BUT GAIZ

Did I care for them for the last 5 years after I got into fandom ? Nope. Never.

Arashi?

Arashi : How mean!! Why did you choose this picture?? Pick the newer era, will you??

“WHOEMGEEE Arashi is soooo boring group I can’t even! Do you know Matsujun? That Doumyoji guy with nest-like hair? Good God, he annoys the hell out of me I want to puke on his hair nest. /rolls eyes so hard I think I might have a cross-eyed ”

“What? Aiba? I don’t even want to think about that guy!! Do you know what disgrace mean in my mother language? AIB. Yep. So I (and my friends) call him Aib (disgrace) because he’s such a disgrace for the idol world. You see, even when we watch Arashi’s PV we would scream like raging hormonal girls (well, even though we really were a bunch of hormonal girls at that time) ‘GAAAWD AIB DISGRACE MAKES MY EYES BLIND!!!’ ”
Ohno? What? OH-NOOOOOOOOOOO I’m seeing something that I’m not supposed to see!!! That says a lot, right?”

Nino? That little prickle guy who looks like an anaemic and would be faint if you touch him too hard (even though you have made sure you touched him as lightly as you could like you touch a baby)? Meh. He has BLACK GUM OMFG!”

Sho? I believe he is the most boring guy I’ve ever seen in my not-so-full-of-handsome-men life. You see, he is completely like an average guy I always meet when I walk around the city. Like.... Hahahahahaha /totally ridicules him rn”

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WHAT WAS I?? THE BIGGEST MORON ON EARTH? YES I WAS.

I need 4 years to lay at anchor in the Rainbowland, and with that being said I went through a lot of realizations along the way before finally Arashi became the last harbour for me. Pffffffffffft (I can’t hold my laughter, sorry :P)

1) I came to realize that Jun is the most handsome man... ever. Despite the hostility I had for Doumyoji because in my opinion, Doumyoji was AWFULY AWFUL. Including that horrendeous nest hair and patchy moon face. ( I love the drama tho)

He is really handsome in this picture, imo.

2) I came to realize that Aibaby is the most lovable guy I’ve ever found in my not-so-cleaver life. He is the sweetest thing, sweeter than your chocolate cake and your sakarin. I feel soooo nasty to think that I’ve ever thought this little puppy was a disgrace. /judge me so hard rn

3) I came to realize that Ohno is the most huggable person in the whole world. And you know what? I also came to realize that Riida has the cutest smile I’ve ever seen in my not-so-rainbowy life. He is perfect I might cry even with just talk about him.

4) I came to realize that Nino is the most interesting and the most complex but in a good way and smartest little prick (still prick however I think about it) guy I’ve ever met (not). He is humble lonely one-pack man you couldn’t ever resist in your not-so emo life (you’d think about emo if you think about Nino, right? Ex-emo kid? Sorta).

5) I came to realize that Sho Sakurai is just (still) boring guy who happens to be my ideal type of man in my not-so-demanding love life. HE IS TOTALY MY CRUSH. I LOVE HIM SO MUCH AS MUCH AS I LOVE MY (DECEASED) BELOVED CAT.

(even though I couldn’t choose who is my favorite member out of the five at first. But my heart told me Sho was the right choice for the sake of my happy fangirling life. I kept setting him as my wallpaper on my every single gadged I have. Lol. I dreamt about him too and I had the happiest morning since I was born).

6) I came to realize that Arashi is the only group that really affects my life. I mean, I stumbled upon several groups in the past, and one was in a quite long time too, like hsj you see, I was stayed there for almost 4 years (!!! f 4 years??!! Really?? Though I’ve been sort of coming back to the fandom lately) But all of them are merely entertainment stuffs for me all along.

7) ARASHI IS DIFFERENT

8) I GET ALL EMOTIONAL WHEN I TALK ABOUT THEM. BECAUSE, REALLY, I’M THANKFUL TO THEM.

Well, I was really in a bit of shambles at that time, to the point everything people did for my sake was actually became tiresome in the end. They tried to cheer me on but all of those golden fruit out of people kindness didn't make me feel better at all. And that was made me sad, really. I couldn’t rely on other people anymore. It was not like I didn’t believe on people nor I deliberately wanted to isolate myself from people, but I just wanted to be alone ALL THE TIME. So just with that I became a girl who was skillful at faking smile just to make sure people not to worry about me.

But one day when the sun was shining brightly and the sky was blue, as blue as sapphire blue, Arashi came down from the sky like a marvelous mega storm that they were. Precious rainbow in the middle of coulds beautifully adorned all the pictures and rain candies completed the perfectness of that fateful surreal day.

THEY DID MAGIC TO ME AND ALL OF A SUDDEN MY GREY WORLD TURNED COLOURFUL LIKE RAINBOW BLUE GREEN YELLOW RED AND PURPLE. AND I LAUGHED. SINCERE LAUGH. FRIGGIN SINCERE LAUGH. I cried a little at night because I really did have a happy day.


They brought me happiness.

They brought me laughter I’d been craving of since forever.

They brought back my motivation to keep moving forward.

They brought me a little light in the darkness.

They are just a boyband from a foreign land but they did so much for me. They don’t even know my existence but that’s not the point. I’m happy because of them and with only that is enough.

THANK YOU.

THANK YOU.

Even when everyone starts complaining about how Arashi has changed, that they are gradually losing their shining colors, dimmed, and that they are not fun like used to be, they will still have a special place somewhere in my heart, because really, they saved my life!

When someday in the far future I completely forget all about rainbowland, I believe my heart and several sheet of my brain cells will keep remembering their roles as something that is taking part in creating my life story.

Like this,

"What is the title of song where five men are fooling around and telling people to start running and welcoming tomorrow, again? I used to become happy as well as all teary when I listened to that song"

 without realizing that the title is HAPPINESS itself.

Or when my future grandchild ask me,

grandchild : "Who is your hero when you were young, grandma? Superman? Spiderman? Oh! I know! Anpanman, right?"



I'll go, "Nope, honey. There were five Chinese men (look, I'm a granny all right?) who told people not to give up chasing your dream. They were saving my life, that's why they ARE my HEROES!"

grandchild : "They are?"

granny me : "Yep, They were, they are, and they always will be. Ohok ohok (I told you, I’m a granny) I don't remember their names anymore, though. Maybe Kaze or something? lol. But I'm sure people who are my Heroes would be a bunch of awesomness"

grandchild : "What was thaaaaat??? And by the way, you just typed 'lol', are you a high school girl???"

granny me : "lololololol"

ok. I'll shut up now.

What did I say earlier? Not-so-full-of-pictures-post? Bullshit?

This entry is one of several entries written for the future purpose, for all people who have supported me in any ways. (This one is for Arashi for brightened my days.lol)

I shoudn’t have posted this now tbh, remembering I’m still in the middle of the mud, struggling to reach the land. But, yeah... I’m in the mood to write so...

as usual, EEEEEEEVERTHING BELONGS TO ITS OWN, OKAY???!! 

I don't have anything here, except for the rambling

So guys!!!! This week is so UPSETTING to me!!!! like, abysmal stuffs are trying to break into my brain all at once. 




1. I had this unesy feeling in my chest, also I felt my mouth has always been dried and something like grit stucked in my throat. IT TERRIBLY SUCKS. Want to know why did I have to go through these catastrophes?? ofc because I was PANIC and SUPER NERVOUS about this college Entrance Eximination thing!



#wipes all the sweats# But I gues I've gotten over it since a week ago, in other words, I only felt unesy and nervous in one day. Such a donkey.  and I got dark circles too.

2.YAMAPI AND RYO WITHDRAW FROM NEWS FOR THE HOLY GOD'S SAKE.


Fandom is in a mess now. Like, so horrible situation you don't even want to know. everyone gets depressed and they cry and mourn and hate so much. The first time I knew about this my jaw literally dropped. Because I didn't see this coming at all (everybody stated that they saw this coming though. maybe this is just me who is extremely naive). In spite of all the hints they offered to the public for the whole year. But Yamapi did say HE WOULD NEVER BETRAY THE FANS. AND HE ASKED US TO WAIT FOR NEWS TO COME BACK. I was f belived it, dammit. and I've never expected that Ryo Nishikido, my Kansai King of my life, would be out too. WHAT IS GOING ON????!!!! I'm genuinely sad over this, even though I'm not in the fandom anymore at the moment. But I used to put NEWS as the main fandom in my list.

hi, guys! I don't wish you both to flop. really. just, this is too sad.


 don't give me your fly kiss. don't. at least for now.

3. There are two memes are going on now. FANDOM RULES : Can't be two memes going on at the same time. but, yeah, kind of emergency.

EMERGENCY NEWS MEME OF SOVEREIGN HOSTILITY


 

4. My ENGRISH got critized in meme. I'm glad I was anon that time. She told me that I had no grasp in English. Like I didn't know it already, sweetheart. I have known it for a long time ago. long time ago probably you haven't even been born. jk :D. I mean, I'm pretty aware about my lack in english, okay. That's why I keep writing this crap in a language I don't even understand entirely so that I can improve bit by bit. But thanks for telling me anyway, I'm a tame kind of type who accept crit very well. #ehem


5. SO, Arashi fandom has been in a major crisis now. People get all worked up because other people do something (according to the common information) inappropriate in arama, like spamming post with Arashi gifs in non-Arashi post. Everyone who is not an Arashi fan would judge you as crazy fangirl because you are one of Arashi fans. so generalitation is in operation rn. That's why this is a suicidal situation in my current main fandom.



6. EVERYONE THINKS SHO IS MOST LIKELY A GAY




7. I have internal problem tonight. My group of friends had a fight. I'm included. We are more like bestfriends since we have known each other flaws and all. But I believe this is a good chance to make us more mature.


9 kids and in hormonal state.



8. This thing keep me save from insanity so far. It turns out that I still love this guy so freakin much. I thought I had forgotten all about him these past years because I found  a new interest, but no. I'm a faithful woman after all.




Look at that neck, ohmigosh, pass me a sheet of tissue, my nose is bleeding.

 Look at that long, strog, and masculine hands. 

I'm too busy staring to care about my drooling.

OF COURSE, ALL OF THE MATERIALS I USED HERE BELONG TO ITS OWN

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Jul. 8th, 2011 10:27 am
hirogime: (OMG)

So, I have too much time in my hand, again. Maybe I should have gotten a life instead of doing something like transformating people into inapproriate kind of shape. Yeah, editing those boys whose pretty face more than average guys on the planet into pretty girls is always fun and I don't know why, but I think I start to feel afraid because maybe, just... maybe I begin to addicted. or I hope not. because it's just... disgusting.. right?? NO, OF COURSE NOT!!!! I'm sorry for you guys, I really feel bad for you BUT that's just one of consequences for being an idol, so bear with it!!! Because other than respect, compliment, and sparkling world, an idol must have  one or two or million ghastly things like humilliation and a bundle of brickbats. I know my editing skill is pure trash but who cares anyway.

 

♥ ♥ ♥

Yamada, as always looks unbelievably elegant. I feel like sinking into her his hollow eyes



I think I have posted this earlier but... well... I cahnged his face color to be better. I guess.



Dai-chan. this is my first time using Daichan for my nasty business. I'm sorry dude, but having pretty face doesn't always bring happiness



Oh my God. I don't know what to say to be honest. but... I feel this pic is not right somewhere, head? his head is too big or what? not proporsional I know, but Momo's head is like that too if I recall. okay, just ignore it



Woooooo~~~ his face is always the most beautiful one. and I often using his face because he is way too easy to be done



ufufufufuf~ Yabu~~~~ I had to reduce your bony face quite a lot, and I feel a bit relieved you turned out... well, I may say. I thought it would be horrible, remembering his jaw is super masculine



...... I have no comment for this. really.



Keito. I'm not sure if I could do trick to his current face. boyish to the extreme and do not have a tint substance of feminine.



Hikaru and I'm speechless. his magnificent teeth adding the cuteness indeed, but somehow... I'm scared...



AWKWARD

 

 

 

 

 

 



fin

Oh-my-God. This! Do you see what I hold right now?

 

 

 

Yes! Sekai! You little rascal with toothy smile in the corner! Uh yeah, you remind me of someone by the way... Someone I fond of (waks!!), someone who is only exist in my dream, well practically he is real and he is alive in this world, but the fact that his presence is just too far away for me to reach is equal with mere fantasy and cheap imagination (T____T), unless if I'm willing to work extremely hard -maybe till' I feel like I'd die every time I snap my finger slightly or blink my eyes even once- work hard at what? (work hard) At study of course. I'd become one of brilliant college students and bend over backwards to get a scholarship and fly gleely to Japan /hohohoho~ . So it's obvious what the hell am I talking about. Yes, right. You-know-what-I-mean-you-genius-freak. /smirks

 

 

 

(but, it's a lil bit impossible since I've changed the direction of my Life's Map to another way whereas I can't fly to Japan to study as hard as I try, but I won't deserve the sweetest-silly-dreamer reputation if I let my dreaming machine stop working, right? So this is my backup plan *cough* I'll go to Japan in order to spend my holiday *wink*, because I'll work really hard as an adult and become wealthy office lady, therefore, go to Japan and watch dozens of concerts and buy a pile of goods are something cinch to do. Don't you dare to say that I'm a big fat dreamer and ruin my perfect dream just because you don't brave enough to dream to begin with. This is my life, I'm the lead role here, I'm the director, I'm the producer, I'm the script writer, I'm the boss!! I'm free to do anything with my life! /kicks the door

 

 

 

Hiro : I get it! I get it! But what on earth do you upset about?! Nobody ever judge you, you moron-strange-girl! Cut the crap out already! I'm starting to sleepy listen to your boring life scenario... =_=





Okay, I'm -a bit- out of topic just now, I'm sorry. Let's go back to the right way which in you can escape from -nasty- mind blowing. Okay, so what I’ve mentioned about the thing I held before is... WHITE FLAG, no, not death sign or anything to do with grimace, but signified a defeat. Brutal defeat and deep desperation, only darkness and emptiness lag behind. I can barely breathe by now, my body feels soulless and my eyes are way too much heavy, as if super huge rocks hung on my eyelids. Because literally I'm very sleepy as I write this. /bricked

 

Okay, I'll stop joking and tell you the truth behind all of this crap.

 

 

 

-I LIFE WITHOUT INTERNET LINE THIS MONTH, AND PROBABLY THE NEXT SIX MONTHS TOO, AND TELL ME RIGHT NOW, HOW AM I SUPPOSED TO SURVIVE WITH THE MOST INDISPENSABLE THING IN THE GALAXY BEING TAKEN AWAY FROM MY LIFE FOR THE GOD'S SAKE! -



 

I can't help abusing caps lock because it's a big deal! I can't imagine what would happen with my gold life if this state keep going on, I don't know anymore, I've tons of stuffs in the almighty of internet world that I have to download or else I'd really left behind and epiphany of apathy-fangirl plastered all over my face has been passing by back and forth a while now.

 

 

 

I need to smooch Yamapi's new PVs, single, album, monthly scans which only God who knows how many it is, SUMMARY DVD that uploaded recently by the cutest fangirl (but maybe I won't download it before someone kind enough to make a sub out of it. Haha) LIVE2 DVD subbed! OMGEE!! 

 

And and and /stammer/

 



 

 jreeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeng~~~!!!!!

 

NEWSHFAN IS COMING BACK MINNAAAA~!!! 

 

 

 

Thanks God!! /tears rolling down as runnin towards sunset

 

It's her and the real her! But you have to find her by yourselves because people said you have to keep quite if you know, thank her quietly and appreciate her works in total silence because they don't want the same incident to happen for the second time and try not to spread her existence to avoid haters coming and knocking her down. To be honest it doesn't make sense for me but since I don't want hostilities to spring and she is a damn good subber, -fast, accurate, and non elitist adherent- just so you know, I'll follow the unwritten rules. Hmh./kacak kacak

 


 

seriously, hate meme makes my head dizzy, too much hating not so good for your brain healthy form. especially when your favorite troops being insulted or your broken english being scoffs at. pheeew~ 

 

but worthy enough to makes your brain racing in hate-mode (it's convalescing anyway) and muscles around your mouth cram from too much laughing. 

 

Laughing above others agony is not polite, so you have to force your LOLZ keeps marshal, like this...



or like this, Yamapi's doing great, keep em Pi



good luck for 10k

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Weeeell~ my minus has been increasing and now I can't see the object in radius two meters. Heck. Everything is just a blur and my eyes see stars! This'd troublesome for my daily life. I used to be not so hinge on glasses, but now I have to use it in everything I do, watching TV, working in front of PC, reading, even when I'm playing with my phone like now.

Haha, okay, I think it's enough for mobile experiment.

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Why? Why Yuuto has to be there at the very back and unnoticable position? Darn hormone!!! I know I love the gangling and sexy Yuuto but I blame his abnormal height for this unfortune. Ugh, why in the world the towerring boy doesn’t allow to be in the front row? Why? They thought get Yuuto in the back might be very clever idea for very perfect position, whereas his existence himself was the most fascinating and selling the magazine. They must be blind for this unthinkable mistake.

Oh yeah, I’m here for sharing the most angsty akame fic ever!! Well, frankly this is my very first angsty akame fic I’ve ever read! Xp because most of them are smut right? You know what I mean

But you don’t have to hesitant for my noob-ness over akame history (wth?!) because I’m experience enough to know if  the fic is good or not (somehow, I’m being stoned by everyone). And trust me, this one is really awesome from awesome writer!! Writing beautifully and brings you to the thundering fictional story. Prepare yourself and I’ll be right back to bring you a box of tissue, furthermore seems my own tears have not dried up yet.here you go~~~~~!!! blinkbling24.livejournal.com/13789.html

 

Aaaaaaaaaaaand...... this is recent issue on the fandom, I’m talking about stealing translation (this is must be reeeeeeally hurt for people who translate it), repost without credit (which is really annoying if someone take your work without ask or credit, I know that feeling perfectly), or someone just take your stuffs without drop any comments or even don’t bother to read your entry till they can’t see the password needed for download the file (which if you really notice, the password itself right in the above of entry). Such an unresponsible and annoying~~~~

 

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apologize

Jun. 12th, 2010 12:51 am
hirogime: (Default)

I have never known my own  feeling. Okay, not yet. I have never known if I might hurt someone. Make a scar on his heart, give him so much pain, and make him spill over the tears (well, maybe this one is hyperbole). I want to apologize for  everything I did. Sorry. Yes, I know one word of ‘sorry’ can’t change anything to be better and happier ending. Can’t heal your wound heart, or erase my suck mistakes either. But I hope... I hope you willing to forgive me... Sorry.

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If  you compared my love and yours. Its embarassing. My love isn’t that big, you know... my love is just  enough to affection. I think that, -my feeling-  has a basic difference from love between boy and girl. You are so nice, gentle, and adorable. The best guy I have ever found. Yes, I like you... but maybe I love you is too far ... Sorry... I’m affecting you, really. Lets be close friend, if we tyied by fate, I think we should be one someday.  I wish for  your happiness more than everything, because you are important for me. Yuuto just saw Yamada’s back with tears in His eyes. Left behind. By all alone.....

betrayal

Jun. 5th, 2010 12:48 am
hirogime: (Default)

Maaaa.... I’ve said it rite~~~ that I ‘m into korean fandom recently, that is mean I don’t go to the J fandom even once. Suck. My day gonna dry (????).


But, however I love those bunch of Koreans bling bling boys (??!), however I’m screaming towards them Koreans shining face, I still, I STILL AND ALWAYS LOVE THEM WHO ARE LEFT BEHIND. LOVE THEM WHO GOT DUMPED BY ME.

Fuhuhuhuhuhu~ right, right, how naive I am

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kayaknya gue udah gila, ya... gue yakin gue udah gila, di saat gue merasa bosan, gue jadi gila. UOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOHHHH BUODOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOH!!! ini gawat, gak boleh dibiarin, kalo gini terus gue bisa jadi gila beneran. DAN GUE BERSUMPAH!!!! GUE BAKAL ILANGIN NI KEGILAAN GUE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

wah. apapun deh,

It's hard to know that are you getting crazy or not, but it's hella easy if you thinking about little girl, little pure girl with apple candy on her hand. Okay, now, try in one take,

 

wooots??? one take??? seriously???? eh, em.. okay, .............NOPE!!! I CAN'T!! i can't imagine that little girl with apple candy~~~ TT0TT

 

as expected, stupid.

 

so, I'll begin with.... simple simple chara chara pooo~~

 

what is that... =_=

 

poo? you gross

 

hey, dirty minded there,  what's your problem actually?

 

my problem is... that is...

 

is... is... is... is dead?

 

NO! Wait, I... I...

 

tooong teng!!!! enough, you get me bored to death.

 

.....

 

m-maybe it's about my brain

 

what the matter?

 

my brain has contaminated!!!!!

 

EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEKKKKKKKKKKK!!!! so? -_-

 

SO, HA HA HA, ARIEL PETERPORN CONTAMINATED THIS COUNTRY!!!!!

 

EEEEKHHH?!!! do you watch that harm video???????????????

 

HELL NO!!!!! That's no way, right?!!!!

 

ha ha ha.. so, our conversation is nothing, it's nothing from THE beginning. you stupid. you foolish girl without dream!!!!

 

oh, crap, I have a DREAMMMM!!!!!

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I Love You Mom

Apr. 1st, 2010 09:56 am
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I hate it when I came to hurt my mom. My emotions are unstable sometimes. Kinda flare up and uncontrollable, feeling between tears and full of preassure, such a weird and suffocation feeling. At that situation, want to be alone feeling was overwhelmed, and when I couldn't express my aim, it turn ached inside, like "please, I don't notice you can't understand me, it's enough. Just leave me alone, and I'll be okay soon..". But I couldn't convey my words straight to her since she is my own lovely and my mighty mom. My greatest treasure. Her facial depicted everything, sad, pain, dissappointed, everything was just carved at her face. My heart got hurt. It was hurt seeing her eyes dimmed and looking at me miserably. It was hurt speaking hars to her, even though I struggle to didn't bark out, I tried my best to kept my voice as soft as I could.  frown the whole time, and pouting like a kindergarten student. Being a nice daughter isn't that difficult, is it?
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