I Love You Mom

[hirogime]

I hate it when I came to hurt my mom. My emotions are unstable sometimes. Kinda flare up and uncontrollable, feeling between tears and full of preassure, such a weird and suffocation feeling. At that situation, want to be alone feeling was overwhelmed, and when I couldn't express my aim, it turn ached inside, like "please, I don't notice you can't understand me, it's enough. Just leave me alone, and I'll be okay soon..". But I couldn't convey my words straight to her since she is my own lovely and my mighty mom. My greatest treasure. Her facial depicted everything, sad, pain, dissappointed, everything was just carved at her face. My heart got hurt. It was hurt seeing her eyes dimmed and looking at me miserably. It was hurt speaking hars to her, even though I struggle to didn't bark out, I tried my best to kept my voice as soft as I could.  frown the whole time, and pouting like a kindergarten student. Being a nice daughter isn't that difficult, is it?