My world comes to an end

Oh-my-God. This! Do you see what I hold right now?

 

 

 

Yes! Sekai! You little rascal with toothy smile in the corner! Uh yeah, you remind me of someone by the way... Someone I fond of (waks!!), someone who is only exist in my dream, well practically he is real and he is alive in this world, but the fact that his presence is just too far away for me to reach is equal with mere fantasy and cheap imagination (T____T), unless if I'm willing to work extremely hard -maybe till' I feel like I'd die every time I snap my finger slightly or blink my eyes even once- work hard at what? (work hard) At study of course. I'd become one of brilliant college students and bend over backwards to get a scholarship and fly gleely to Japan /hohohoho~ . So it's obvious what the hell am I talking about. Yes, right. You-know-what-I-mean-you-genius-freak. /smirks

 

 

 

(but, it's a lil bit impossible since I've changed the direction of my Life's Map to another way whereas I can't fly to Japan to study as hard as I try, but I won't deserve the sweetest-silly-dreamer reputation if I let my dreaming machine stop working, right? So this is my backup plan *cough* I'll go to Japan in order to spend my holiday *wink*, because I'll work really hard as an adult and become wealthy office lady, therefore, go to Japan and watch dozens of concerts and buy a pile of goods are something cinch to do. Don't you dare to say that I'm a big fat dreamer and ruin my perfect dream just because you don't brave enough to dream to begin with. This is my life, I'm the lead role here, I'm the director, I'm the producer, I'm the script writer, I'm the boss!! I'm free to do anything with my life! /kicks the door

 

 

 

Hiro : I get it! I get it! But what on earth do you upset about?! Nobody ever judge you, you moron-strange-girl! Cut the crap out already! I'm starting to sleepy listen to your boring life scenario... =_=

Okay, I'm -a bit- out of topic just now, I'm sorry. Let's go back to the right way which in you can escape from -nasty- mind blowing. Okay, so what I’ve mentioned about the thing I held before is... WHITE FLAG, no, not death sign or anything to do with grimace, but signified a defeat. Brutal defeat and deep desperation, only darkness and emptiness lag behind. I can barely breathe by now, my body feels soulless and my eyes are way too much heavy, as if super huge rocks hung on my eyelids. Because literally I'm very sleepy as I write this. /bricked

 

Okay, I'll stop joking and tell you the truth behind all of this crap.

 

 

 

-I LIFE WITHOUT INTERNET LINE THIS MONTH, AND PROBABLY THE NEXT SIX MONTHS TOO, AND TELL ME RIGHT NOW, HOW AM I SUPPOSED TO SURVIVE WITH THE MOST INDISPENSABLE THING IN THE GALAXY BEING TAKEN AWAY FROM MY LIFE FOR THE GOD'S SAKE! -



 

I can't help abusing caps lock because it's a big deal! I can't imagine what would happen with my gold life if this state keep going on, I don't know anymore, I've tons of stuffs in the almighty of internet world that I have to download or else I'd really left behind and epiphany of apathy-fangirl plastered all over my face has been passing by back and forth a while now.

 

 

 

I need to smooch Yamapi's new PVs, single, album, monthly scans which only God who knows how many it is, SUMMARY DVD that uploaded recently by the cutest fangirl (but maybe I won't download it before someone kind enough to make a sub out of it. Haha) LIVE2 DVD subbed! OMGEE!! 

 

And and and /stammer/

 

 

 jreeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeng~~~!!!!!

 

NEWSHFAN IS COMING BACK MINNAAAA~!!! 

 

 

 

Thanks God!! /tears rolling down as runnin towards sunset

 

It's her and the real her! But you have to find her by yourselves because people said you have to keep quite if you know, thank her quietly and appreciate her works in total silence because they don't want the same incident to happen for the second time and try not to spread her existence to avoid haters coming and knocking her down. To be honest it doesn't make sense for me but since I don't want hostilities to spring and she is a damn good subber, -fast, accurate, and non elitist adherent- just so you know, I'll follow the unwritten rules. Hmh./kacak kacak