Animosity Amongst Fandom?

Uh oh, my head even more dizzy today (or it should be dizzier? oh yeah whatever. No, I can't ignore it, brb googling. Good to know it's supposed to be DIZZIER. Yay) I'm getting annoyed because I found myself being too naive these past four years. I'm originally a HSJ fan (well, KAT-TUN is the only one who brought me into fandom but I was too young and innocent to ship them back then, so I moved on the light one ;D), but lately (maybe longer, I feel like I don't read HSJ translation (and fanfic and all) anymore since a decade) I have been wandering around senpai's fandom and left HSJ behind because I feel bored (not saying I'll leave the fandom but I need a little refreshing. ;B ).

 

          What is it again? Oh, I'm getting annoyed because I'm too naive, right. I'm too naive because I thought all JE fans, or I'll rather call it big family of JE (?) (Which is contain all of the jimusho, arashi, kat-tun, eito, v6 etc, etc even j.jr) are getting along, in a warm sisterhood, apprehension bond, etc, etc, and I failed miserably. I myself still believe that I love all of the jimusho family, arashi, kattun, news, etc, etc and can’t despise them because I love them, and I love their fans as well because I think we are all have same interest and must hit it off. That simple. The painful fact is Arashi/NEWS fans hate KAT-TUN, and NEWS/KA-TUN fans hate Arashi (Nino, the poor guy who has the most haters. You can add Jin for this case) KAT-TUN/Arashi fans hate NEWS and no one cares about HSJ and that cycle keeps revolving, even there are fans who have taken a dislike to their own fandom. Well, not all of them (probably these kind of people even a minor) but only because I just got back from je_secret and still following hate meme which both are contain FULL OF HATRED my brain contaminated and makes sort of image. This is absolutely shallow of me and I’m exaggerating thing, more to say generalizing thing. I dare say I’ll forget this image immediately, or not.

 

           HSJ fandom is so peaceful, no haters (maybe that’s just me who don’t know), no scandal, no tension, everything is under control and amicable, and I just remembered I’m bored because of those stuffs, boring and flat. And Yuuto (and the rest) don’t get anything, and anywhere. HSJ is = Yamada&Chinen and friends, that’s all. This have been getting me nerve since forever but I realized I shouldn’t have brought this matter because this is surely getting me in trouble (“she is just butt hurt because her fav doesn’t get enough attention” you can tell me that). No tension amongst fans because most of HSJ fans are under 20, they are innocent and naive, just like me /flying tomatoes everywhere.

 

The conclusion: maybe I’ve stepped up into ~~*~*WILD*~*~~~ section (or underground?) of big community called JE and not little part of that section called peaceful HSJ.

 

Ps #1: Too MUCH swear words and slangs and acronym and hostility. My head’s spinning.

 

And the biggest issue: I get GRAMMAR PARANOID now!!!!! AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAARRRGGHHH~!!!! What should I doooo??? Well, yes. The one and only way : I have to dig my locker and pull my thick grammar book out from the hell and learn it seriously and properly

 

voice coming from nowhere: how about your dusty Japanese guide book?

 

Oh~ just shut up already.

 

Update : I went to each fandom just now and found fangirls are all sweet and friendly and warm and don’t hurt each other and respect and plenty of ♥ ♥ ♥ marks and too much and.

 

Moral lessons: don’t take everything seriously, just have fun, because being fangirl is all about having fun and fandom is enjoyable playground. Even hate meme is fun! /dances hula for sanity sake

 

Ps #2: nonononono, don’t get me there, smut is not funny

 

Ps#3: as expected, I’m still a kid, I missed him already~ ToT